ADHD and Breakups: Why Endings Can Hit Harder

Sometimes a person realizes that a relationship has ended not from a sentence but from a gap.

The moment the morning message is not sent. The moment you do not know whom to ask about dinner. The moment you see that someone's birthday is still marked on the calendar.

A breakup is heavy for everyone. In this article I am curious about the ways ADHD can add to that weight. I will not tell a story from my own life; I will try to bring together what the research says and the patterns I often hear from readers and from people around me.

First, the numbers

A review written on ADHD and romantic relationships notes that there are many findings that the relationships of adults with ADHD are shorter and more conflictual, but that research on what explains these difficulties is still scarce (Wymbs et al., 2021).

In a representative survey of adults in the United States, "having previously been married," that is, being divorced, separated or widowed, was also among the variables significantly linked with adult ADHD (Kessler et al., 2006). This is a finding of association; it does not establish cause and effect.

There is also a piece of data from the family side. In a study that followed the parents of children diagnosed with ADHD in comparison with others, these parents had divorced more often and earlier than the parents of children without ADHD (Wymbs et al., 2008). This study does not measure the parents' own ADHD; among the factors predicting divorce there were other variables, such as the parents' level of education and the child's behavior problems. So it would be wrong to read this finding as "ADHD causes divorce." What it says is that the load ADHD creates inside a family can also be reflected in the relationship.

These numbers do not write anyone's fate. But for someone who blames themselves with "why is it always me" when a relationship ends, they are a frame showing that they are not alone.

How emotions run after a breakup

One of the studies examining the emotional course of a breakup enrolled young adults in a serious relationship before the relationship ended, and for 28 days prompted those who broke up, at random times, to keep an emotion diary several times a day. Those who broke up reported more emotional fluctuation than those whose relationships continued; this fluctuation was especially high right after the breakup. Love declined linearly over time, while sadness, anger and relief followed a more up-and-down course (Sbarra & Emery, 2005).

One finding of the same study seems very important to me: contact with the former partner slowed the decline of love and sadness.

This study was not done with individuals with ADHD. But when you put a second finding next to it, the picture becomes clear. A meta-analysis examining emotion regulation in adult ADHD shows that the biggest difference between adults with ADHD and healthy controls is in emotional lability (Beheshti et al., 2020).

So a breakup is an event that makes everyone fluctuate anyway, and someone with ADHD may be entering this event from an already more fluctuating ground. I do not know of a study that directly tests the combination of these two findings; this is my inference.

Three weights ADHD can add

The scattering external scaffold

A long relationship often builds an invisible order too. Who keeps the shopping list, on which day the bills are paid, what is done at the weekend, what the bedtime is. In ADHD this structure that comes from outside sometimes takes the place of the order that is missing inside. In the glossary this is called external scaffolding.

When the relationship ends, not only a person goes. Part of that scaffolding goes too. Suddenly the eating routine breaks down, sleep slips, an unpaid bill turns up. Emotional grief is stacked on top of everyday disorder, and the second makes the first heavier.

Decisions made at the peak of emotion

Breakup periods are periods when big decisions get squeezed in: moving, leaving a job, throwing out belongings, sending the former partner a long message, even writing to someone else the next day.

In ADHD the distance between emotion and behavior can shorten. What appears in the glossary as a sudden decision comes into play right here: the emotion passes, the decision stays. I described this mechanism in the article on emotion regulation difficulty in ADHD.

The loop that does not leave the mind

There is an often-described pattern: looking at the former partner's social media account again and again, rereading old messages from the beginning, replaying the breakup conversation in the mind every night. I do not know of a study showing that this is specific to ADHD; everyone can experience it. But getting locked onto something and not being able to leave it is a feeling many people with ADHD know.

The finding of Sbarra and Emery gains meaning here: contact slowed the decline of emotions. Looking at a profile page is also a kind of contact.

What I find worth trying in this period

This section is not a prescription. Breakups do not resemble each other, and I would not want to put a calendar on anyone's grief. Still, there are a few arrangements that can slow the scattering a little.

Setting the contact rules once, in a calm moment

Making the decision "shall I look, shall I not look" anew every evening is very expensive. And that decision comes at exactly the hours when emotion is highest. Making a decision once instead is easier:

• Muting or archiving the former partner's account.
• Instead of deleting shared photos, taking them out of the phone's main gallery and putting them in a separate folder. Deleting cannot be undone; making them invisible can be reversed.
• Deciding which topics messaging will be limited to (belongings, shared payments, shared responsibilities).

In ADHD, "out of sight, out of mind" sometimes really works. What I described under object permanence in the glossary can be used in your favor here.

A waiting list for big decisions

Instead of acting on every big decision that comes to mind right away, write it on a list: "Moving," "quitting the job," "writing a message that tells them everything." Put a date next to it, such as two weeks later. Look at the list again on that date.

Many items lose their meaning by that date on their own. The ones that keep their meaning are now the decision of thought.

Deliberately rebuilding the scaffolding

Noting down one by one the order the relationship provided looks cold at first sight but does a lot of work:

• Who holds the joint accounts, subscriptions, automatic payments, and which should be closed?
• Which parts of the daily routine went away with the relationship? (Dinner time, weekend plans, bedtime.)
• For which of these parts can I find another handle? (Dinner once a week with the same friend, a fixed walking hour.)

Instead of trying to build a routine from scratch, starting with a single fixed point is more realistic. I described how a routine can be built in the article how to build a routine in ADHD.

A single page for the breakup Divide a sheet of paper in two. On the left side write the practical jobs that need doing about the breakup (belongings, payments, change of address). On the right side, the things you want to decide emotionally right now. The left side can be done this week. The right side can wait.

Telling someone

It is hard to catch yourself while you are falling apart. Saying to someone you trust, "I am in a hard period at the moment, if you do not hear from me for a week, call me," does not leave the noticing of your falling apart to you. This does not remove your right to be alone; it prevents the silence from lengthening without anyone noticing.

The self-blame cycle

When a relationship ends, the question that often comes to the mind of someone with ADHD is: "Did it end because of me?"

Forgotten things, evenings you were late to, sentences said in a loud voice can line up like a list. Looking at this list and learning something for the next relationship is valuable. But the end of a relationship is the sum of two people and many circumstances. I talked about forgotten promises and invisible labor in the article ADHD and relationships; none of the dynamics there is set up as the fault of a single person.

Being able to hold the difference between taking responsibility and punishing yourself is perhaps the hardest job of this period.

When support is needed

In the weeks after a breakup, disturbance of sleep, appetite and work routine is to be expected. But if the weeks turn into months, if no pleasure can be taken in anything, if hopelessness becomes lasting or if thoughts of harming yourself appear, this may not be only the grief of a breakup. Depression can often accompany ADHD, and a mental health professional makes this distinction.

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What I think about endings

Perhaps the difference of living through a breakup with ADHD is most in the disorder around the pain.

I cannot speed up the pain. But I can gather up some of the disorder around it: a muting, a waiting list, a fixed walking hour. Then grief can at least flow at its own pace.